Hi.

Tuesday seems as good a day as any to start this journey.
In a weird way, not setting goals right now feels...
freeing.

5 years ago, I set big goals.
And diligently followed them...
Into the bowels of an eating disorder, I'm still climbing my way out of.

I counted calories.
Ran from everything.
And prayed that if I counted enough.
Ran far enough.

I'd wake up enough.

And the truth is...
None of those make me enough - even though...
spoiler alert.

I am.
My gracious.
I.
Am.
Enough.

I have about 10 bags of laundry that need to be washed.
And 6 bags of trash that I need to take out.

And Tuesday.
Is the day that gets done.
I remove obstacles to being enough and start BEING enough.

I cannot tell you what this journey will look like.
Because the minute I start measuring.

The less me I'm able to be.

So Tuesday, April 17th
Sounds like a good a day as any to set out on this adventure.